~my single life~

today start my single ald 2 day
tis two day everytime at class cry
issit me very bad he jx dunwan me??
or is he ald no feel to me???
why he wanna now say wit me???

tis few day no study jorr
me ald donno go whr find energy study
now oso ald feel dunwan care PMR ald
he jx say he dunwan to hurt me
but he donno he ald hurt me
summore hurt me till me wanna die

my tear still out today
me need hw to do jx can forget he??
my frenz say me n he wont together forever
me noe!!me noe me n he wont together very long
but..me donno our expired date is tis month
me really cant cal myself accept tis true

me really first time like tat love 1 ppl
me n he ald 2gether 1 year more jorr
*1 year 2 month 2 week & 3 day*
but..why he wanna like tat treat me??
me wan choose he dunwan care me
dunwan c me~dunwan chat wit me
me oso dunwan he come break wit me
my heart really so pain so pain
all ppl oso cal me b strong & cheer up
but..me really cant!!me cant do tiok!!!

me everyday oso think tiok our together de day
he promise me he will help me get A in pmr
he promise me he will buy wat me wan when he gt money
he promise me he will b my gud bf
he promise me he will treat me eat sushi when he gt money
he promise me he will take me go out ltr STPM
he promise me he will love me forever
he promise me he wont chg heart to me
he promise me he wont break wit me

but..now all ald b a memory
he ald forget wat he promise me be4 again
why he ald no love me??me really wanna noe
me do tiok sumthing gv he angry??
or is me donno b a gf so he dunwan me??
wat should me do now??who can help me??

sry fer my frenz..
thx fer ur all care me very much
but..my heart really still gt HE
me still cant forget he
my heart still full of HE

but me promise u all me will try
me will try to forget he
me will get my new happy life
although me noe me cant...