~hate today~

today early plan going skul do my KH project
hw noe morning wake up gastric
aiksss~pain till me cry & cant wake up
so my mum cal me dunwan go skul jorr

aiksss!!hate nia!!
now oso donno hw go do my KH project
thrusday ltr no go skul again
errrr!!!I HATE GASTIC!!!

..skip..

study from today
i will gambateh in my PMR
thx ferr my frenz all support me!!
hahax..i will get a gud result in my exam

tats all about today..

~my bad day today~

me forget today is 28 jorr
everytime de today~me oso will very happy
cz ald mean me & HE pass one month again
n oso will self at thr dream hope he can gv me suprise
although everytime oso no
but me still very happy we ald together more one month
but..now start ald no hv any special again

today wit my frenz chat about he again
they all come ask me hw about tis holiday??
ald forget he??ald b happy bac??still gt cry??
but..me oso donno hw go ans they
me still nt yet forget he~jx nt like last time everytime cry
n oso wont ply emo in class again

but..yesterday nite me cry again
cz me wit HE quarrel again
me really donno hw to stop my tear
he ask me 16 OCT wanna go his sis birthday party or nt??
but..now me ald is nt his gf!!!
then he still ask me wan go or nt do wat??

I really so miss last time de dayy
wit he laugh~wit he ply~wit he go shopping
but..now all ald jx can be a memory
if nth happend..we now ald together 1 year 3 month
but..i noe it is impossible again
we ald cant together bac again


jx a short post about today

~nite at 27/9/209~

today going a dinner
hahax~it is like a dance party
prepare myself at 7p.m then going thr jorr
hahax~going support c my cousin dance

let pic to tell about tat nite...

wanna start jorr..

my 姑姑..hoho

the young group in H & A

nahh nahh~their studio name

the smallest group

i love tis..nice!!

love tis too~look romantic

now is turn my 姑姑 dance again
wow~it was so nice n romantic
hahax~wat i think is really so romantic

let c her dance...

hahax..nice issit??
so syok when c they dance
but didn snap my cousin pic
cz she dance so fas n so far!!cant snap tiok
aiksss~sad nia~wan snap she n her bf ma!!hahax

tats ferr the dancing nite...

~about my feel~

今天的我终于领悟了
跟他在一起已经1年多了
但却不知道他想去KL读书
我讨厌长距离的爱情
因为我对爱情是没有信心的
既然他选择了去那边读书
那也证明我们这段爱情完了

虽然我的心里还是没有放下他
但是我会尊重他所做下的决定
我也会寻找我自己另外一片天空
我相信没有了他我还是会很好
因为我还有很多我的好朋友
我会活得比以前更加开心的

现在已经快要到我的PMR了
可是我既然还没有读到书
唉～真是有够惨的了!!!
特别是我的数学和科学
真是惨到不能看..都不知道怎样考试
幸好还有人可以教我读书
哈哈～可是也不知道他几时有空

后天就是要开学了
我会更加的努力读书
不会让我的家人失望的
我也不会去幻想跟他会不会有任何的爱情了
他已经让我太失望了
我不会在这样傻傻的等到他爱回我了

我知道他已经不爱我了
但是我却一直欺骗我自己他还是爱我的
现在，我的梦终于可以醒了
我不会在这样笨去等他了
我会慢慢的寻找我自己的幸福生活
虽然我知道我是放不下他
但是我也会努力的忘记他..

~last dayy~

很久没有用华语来写我的部落格了
今天终于做完工了
现在就只需要努力读书了
非常舍不得那里咯
因为他们全部都对我很好
而且那边很少人来买东西
所以在那边很轻松而已
哈哈,好希望还可以在那边做工

..skip..

今天的我又在哭了
因为我又跟他吵架了
虽然我们已经不是情侣了
但是还是为了男生而吵架
很好笑吧??
我真的不知道他心里在想什么

他不喜欢我跟MR.CK在一起
但是他为什么又选择离开我??
我真的快被他逼疯了!!!
他的心里到底是想怎么样??
我越来越不知道他在想什么了
我真的好痛苦!!好痛苦!!

..skip..

昨天晚上我父母吵架了
因为某些私人事情
看到他们吵架,我的心里真的很不好受
为什么最近一直发生这样多事情??
我只是要安静和快乐地过生活而已
难道这也有错吗??

PMR 快来临了
但是我的心情却是越来越差
我真的不知道我应该怎样去应付这个考试
没有了他..我也等于没有了读书的力量
现在又因为家里的问题
我真的不知道怎么样去面对
我真的觉得好无助
好像有一个人来帮我解决所有问题

~second work dayy~

aiyoyo~today very tired lurhx
me work at 1p.m today~hehes
nothing special today
still is very boring & boring lurhx
hahax~but nvm la
at thr dream then get money jorr

flu today jorr
my shop air-corn too cold
me stand one day then flu
aiyoyo~really is so beh yong nia
hahax...so ez then get flu jorr

..skip..

today HE sms me again
HE ask me we can together bac??
at tat time~me really donno nid hw to do
me very happy bcz me ald wait he say tis very long
but oso very sad why he wan hurt me then jx together bac?
wat should me do now??
me still choose wit he together bac again??

HE ald wanna in University
wait he go thr sure noe more n more pretty gal
n me n he oso ald nt same skul
me really scare later wit he together bac
me scare HE will hurt me again!!
so..me choose later he stpm jx c how
at tis few month gv myself a rest
oso gv we a time to think we will together very long

now me ald no go think about my love
me jx think hw study & find work only
about my study really is hard to say
aiksss~long time me ald no study jorr
cz everyday ltr work oso very tired then go slp jorr
jx can wait later work then study hard only

about my MM
MR.CK say he can teach me
so when me donno me can go ask he
hahax..then me oso no nid worry jorr
jx scare later he teach will forget only
hohohO~tats all ferr today

~my first work~

yeaa~frenzz!!
good morning again..=P
yesterday is my first work lurhxx
so scare when go thr nia
but at last oso feel ok jorr
they all very kindly n funny
all oso come chat wit me n treat me very gud

hahax..but at thr so so boring
less gt customer come~aikxxx
me gam buan choose gt many customer
cz no customer jx at thr sit is a very boring thing
i nt so like sit~i like to stand!!hahahx

when my break time
my frenz come treat me eat eat
hoho~but nt she treat oso la
she get a cupon so cal me go eat
we share a plate of kenny rogers
but it is no need to pay money
cz tat cupon is gv our free one plate kenny rogers de
hahax~so shy when at thr eat nia

let the pic tell..

our lovely lunch~hahax

meeee

hui sien

later finished our lunch
me oso wit hui sien bac her work place
hahax~summore bumped jia wei today
hohoho!!!but he didn c tiok me oso
then wit issac go popular be4 go bac shop

..skip..

today is malay ppl raya
OMG!!they at my home down thr kill cow
aiksss~so geli nia~yuckkssss
oso so no brain nia!!when kill oso at thr laugh
so sad about the cow lurhx
ok lurhx~wanna go work again
hahax~will updated again when free
byeee~my frenz!!

~bla bla bla~

hello...all my lovely frenzz

good morning orhxx^^

today wan going work jorr

heart really feel so scare nerhx

first time go work~scare tiok scold nia

=P

today wake up then gt one feel

suddenly feel me heart so pain today

y my heart will feel so pain???

issit mean will gt unhappy thing coming soon??

or is about me & he gt another thing happend again??

tis feel really make me so scare so scare

me scare me cant forget he

me scare me will still love he so much

me scare me will wait he..wait until he love bac me

but me yesterday very good jorr

me ald no cry about he again

it is good thing start from my life

about think he..

me still cant forget & very miss he

me very miss last time de happy day

who can help me forget he???

~I love dog dog~

today wit my daddy going c dog dog

cz my dad frenz wanna sell dog de baby

wow~the dog really is very cute

summore wont bark ppl

jx at thr syg & ply wit me only

hahax~really is so cute

I love it so much~but my mammy dunwan buy

she hate dog & dun let me feed it

aiksss~so sad nia

but~nvm~wait me gt money me sure buy one dog

hahax~i will gambateh save money

I love dog dog so much!!!

today oso is me most happy de day

donno why~me c tiok dog will very happy

me will wat sad thing oso forget

jx will at thr laugh wit dog*like a siao po*

hahax~but gud oso

the dog gv me forget all my sad thing

tis month most happy is today jorr

~jx a short post~

~frenz is important~

Qii love frenz so much

really thx ferr u all yea

when me heart broken time

u all oso very support me

and keep cal me cheer up

I'm so touching & so happy

I will cheer up myself now

I wont cry again start today

really thx ferr u all...my frenzz

we all mz study hard get A in our pmr

..skip..

going work tomoro yorrr

feel so scare when think tiok tomoro

hahax~scare stupid de me do wrong thing

summore sick nt yet finished

so will GAMBATEH do my work~hahax

aiyerr~hate eat medecine!!

~sick & sad~

today sick jorr
*dizzy,wanna vomit,no energy*
tomoro didn hv skul
but..me abit happy oso no hv
me summore hope gt skul everyday
at skul at least me wont think HE
at skul at least gt my frenz cal me forget HE
at skul at least gt my frenz support me
at skul at least gt my frenz will help me

today still cant forget HE
me noe me very very stupid
about one no love de de boy everyday cry
but,me oso cant control!!!
my brain auto gv me think he
my tear auto out of my eyes
me very miss last time together de day

saturday ald go work jorr
go NEXT SHOP work one week
gud oso la~hope work can gv me forget he
today less talk wit my frenzz
jx alone at class do homework & slp

sry my frenz..do u all worry me
but..me really cant happy bac
me really hard to cheers up myself
he in my life very important
no he..me wat energy oso ald lose
but me will hear u all try cheers up myself

feel so lonely now...
still cant accpet why he will like tat treat me
boy really cant believe & love
they all jx will bluft u only
wait they meet tiok more pretty de girl
or ald feel boring together wit u
then will break wit u & forget wat he say be4

~my single life~

today start my single ald 2 day
tis two day everytime at class cry
issit me very bad he jx dunwan me??
or is he ald no feel to me???
why he wanna now say wit me???

tis few day no study jorr
me ald donno go whr find energy study
now oso ald feel dunwan care PMR ald
he jx say he dunwan to hurt me
but he donno he ald hurt me
summore hurt me till me wanna die

my tear still out today
me need hw to do jx can forget he??
my frenz say me n he wont together forever
me noe!!me noe me n he wont together very long
but..me donno our expired date is tis month
me really cant cal myself accept tis true

me really first time like tat love 1 ppl
me n he ald 2gether 1 year more jorr
*1 year 2 month 2 week & 3 day*
but..why he wanna like tat treat me??
me wan choose he dunwan care me
dunwan c me~dunwan chat wit me
me oso dunwan he come break wit me
my heart really so pain so pain
all ppl oso cal me b strong & cheer up
but..me really cant!!me cant do tiok!!!

me everyday oso think tiok our together de day
he promise me he will help me get A in pmr
he promise me he will buy wat me wan when he gt money
he promise me he will b my gud bf
he promise me he will treat me eat sushi when he gt money
he promise me he will take me go out ltr STPM
he promise me he will love me forever
he promise me he wont chg heart to me
he promise me he wont break wit me

but..now all ald b a memory
he ald forget wat he promise me be4 again
why he ald no love me??me really wanna noe
me do tiok sumthing gv he angry??
or is me donno b a gf so he dunwan me??
wat should me do now??who can help me??

sry fer my frenz..
thx fer ur all care me very much
but..my heart really still gt HE
me still cant forget he
my heart still full of HE

but me promise u all me will try
me will try to forget he
me will get my new happy life
although me noe me cant...

~hw jx can b happy??~

long time didn updated my blog
cz tis month really no anything happend
today...is my heart broken dayy
tis few week oso very unhappy
why??why??why cant gv me happy??
me jx wan happy in my life...

me n HE ald nt same last time
me oso donno hw say about tis
jx..jx feel me n he ald no like last time
me really so long time didn gud gud chat wit he
wat can i do??me nid hw do he jx can care me??
but~tis all ald b ok jorr
he everytime oso like tat~jx say gv me happy abit only
ltr nex day then oso ald wat he promise me

today hear a sad story
tis story make me cry today
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a girl n a boy is a couple
they very sweet~oso everyday together
but at tis few day~the girl start chg
she chg to no like together wit the boy

one day,the boy buy a contact lens gv she
then he go sunway find she
bcz she tell he she with her frenz go out
but,when the boy go till thr n phone she
he jx noe the girl at her x-bf home

later his gf tel he...
the boy close his hp n cry
he very sad at tat time
he ald noe his gf always sms wit her x-bf
but he still shut up n gv his gf sms wit her x-bf

he n she is share one hp line
but at tis month...the cost is RM400
she use her bf money come sms with her x-bf
his mum about tis come bit he n scold he
n oso keep up he hp n all money
at tat time~the girl come say wanna break wit he

the boy about she gv mum scold
summore about she ald use whole money
but..he still no angry the girl
summore go beg the girl come bac to he side
but the girl jx say donno only

later i heard tis story
i really is so heart pain n cry
why the girl will like tat???
the girl use he all money then at las oso break wit he
the boy until now oso very love she
oso about she ald cry 3 days

at last..i hope the boy will happy bac
n dun go love she again
she jx will gv u hurt forever only
love is need two heart together
if one heart ald no love~then tat ald nt cal love
i hope u will find a gud gf n happy forever

but..if u still choose love she
thn me jx can at ur side support u

remember..
BOY~I WILL SUPPORT U !!!

p/s

suddenly i think..
if my bf gt like he like tat donno hw gud
but,i noe it is impossible

~my dayy~

♥31/8/2009♥

going PCF & JUSCO todayy
*wit my mammy & frenzz*
wow~really is so tired~1p.m go till 10p.m
hahax~walk till siao
but me jx go SASA buy one lips gloss
hahax~let pic to say about the dayy

my lips gloss..hahax

me at SASA shop~hahax

@_@
H1N1~be careful!!!^^


♥1/9/2009♥

todayy so unlucky
summore at skul cry today
wuwuwu~cz today me need 打针
so scare is 打针 jorr~yerrrr
then scare till at thr cry
wuwuwu~so shy shy nia

summore later 打针 hand very pain
pain till hard to take heavy thing
lolss~so hate nia
I hate 打针!!!