~about HE~

他，不可以说是一个好男友
他，一点都不懂得浪漫
他，一点都不会关心女友
他，一点都不会体贴
他，一点都不会明白我在想什么
他，一点都不知道我需要什么

不知不觉中...
我已经跟这个他在一起九个月了
这是我第一次跟一个男生在一起这样久
就连我自己也感到非常的意外
这十个月虽然发生了很多事情
有开心,也有不开心~但对我来说却是非常值得回忆的日子

虽然每个人都说他不好
就连我自己有时也会问我自己
为什么他不会像别的男生这样的对待女友？
但是，就是不知道为什么我就是那么的爱他
是因为我笨吗？就连我自己也不知道...

最近发生了好多不开心的事情
我跟他也好像少了沟通
动不动就要找架吵了
我最近真的不知道他的心里在想着什么东西
他的心里到底怎样想？有谁可以告诉我？
我真的好累了，我不想吵架

我只想开开心心的跟他在一起
为什么最近总是觉得我跟他之间少了一种沟通
是因为学业的问题吗？
还是因为我们从来都没有想过这个问题？
他，从来都不知道我到底需要的是什么
而我也从来没有去真正的去了解他需要什么

我是一个很失败的女友对吧？
我跟他能永远的在一起吗？
就连我自己也不是很确定
我好怕有一天他从我身旁消失了
那种感觉真的是很难受...很痛苦...

是我对他还不够信心吗？
还是又在是我想太多了？
他是真正的爱我吗？
他也会像我希望我们能永远在一起吗？
我应该怎样做才能让这段爱情维持到永远？

十个月...
说长不长，说短也不短
这十个月的回忆是我这一生中最珍贵的回忆了
只希望这些回忆能持续到永远
我爱你...

~hapi b'day,HONG~

hohoho~tomoro is 25/4/2009 jorr
is my best frenz QING HONG de birthday
haha,he jx nw at class tel me
he tis year de birthday is at cc celebrate heself
haha,cz last saturday we ald help he celebarate jorr

hong~happy birthday to euu

hope u can everyday oso happy!!
n hope we can b forever de gud frenz oso^^

..skip..

dear,

I miss you~!!

miss your hug

miss your kiss

miss your face

miss u tel me ~u love me~

~friendship forever~

friendship forever~!!

FRIENDS are forever in tis world

FRIENDS can make u happy

FRIENDS can acompany u when u alone

FRIENDS can help u when u need help

FRIENDS are the best!!


I ♥ MY FRIENDS...


thx all,my frenz
hope we can b forever de gudfrenz!!

~18/4/2009~

today DA MOUTH come sunway lurhxx

haha..me n my dear n my frenz go c
when 12p.m,me n my dear jx go there
lolss...wait he come fetch me wait so long nia
when go there,fisrt nia go meet frenz liao
haha~long time didn go out wit they
so happy nia~haha~lalalalala
we go liao they oso nt yet start ko
jx at thr stand tiao wait wait wait nia~lolss

wait until 1 hour more like tat
DA MOUTH jx start come out only
wow~all c tiok they nia at thr shout liao
all at there shout DA MOUTH!!DA MOUTH!!
hahax~gt one gal summore very funny ko

wait wait wait~

lolsss~so many ppl

they couple??hahax..sure not

da mouth~lalala

wow~love it


dance dance dance~yeaa!!

cool~

ltr c finished~me n my frenz go PCF jorr
haha~we go there ply boling n gai gai
then me oso at thr start sot sot then always take pic jorr
hahax~all oso scare me take they funny pic

fighting??lalalala~

aiyoyo~>< lose lose ki larhx~haha

sweet lurhhx~jealous nia

yoyoyo~cool man~hahax

lolsss~><

me n frenz~^^

blur blur de~lolss

is me~^^

me gv hong de birthday present^^

about 5p.m like tat~
we oso ply finshed boling jorr lurhx
they continue go ply ding ding
hahax~me n my frenz go gai gai
then wait my dear come fetch me go home

-END-

~16/4/2009~

today my dear take me go bac

hehex,then oso come my home
so happy nia lurhxx~wahahaha
then at car nia,talk until cant stop liao
bcz me today gt abit sot sot jorr,hehex

bt,ltr tat me start no say thing jorr
bcz sumthing is happend~secret!!shhhhh~
then he oso come try do me happy again
haixx~everytime oso is like tat de
do ppl angry then jx come do ppl happy
bt,tis thing really is need a time come forgive he

..skip..

today my class kh teacher no come
then me n my frenz at thr start come do "KEI PO" jorr
hohoho~me talk until my mouth oso very thirsty
we at thr say many many secret
hahax,say until finished school jx start stop nia

we oso gt chat tiok about JXXX de thing
about he~me really is very very sorry
me donno will happend until so serious de
SORRY!!...me really feel very sry!!

today really is gt many thing happend
gt happy~bt oso gt no happy
more heartpain is my bf he...nth liao
me is no angry he jorr~jx is donno hw go forgive he
haixx~hope maybe tomoro me will ok bac gua

tats all~

~today is 13/4/2009~

hohoho~today gt one big big big happy news
tat is my frenz they finally oso gud bac jorr
hahax,they ald quarrel many many days jorr
finally oso can stop quarrel liao~hahax
so happy nia,3P3 de 四大傻人 group wan start again liao

..skip..

today my house outside gt sumthing happend lurr
gt one metamorphosis de ppl at here stealing ppl de underwear
yuck~then gv ppl c tiok liao bit he
all malay ppl come out bit he then bit until he almost die nia
then summore stealing his hp go~lolsss

bt,me no c tiok larhx~hehex
bcz me tat time at skul b gud student~hoho
jx when bac home my mum come tel me only
tat metamorphosis de ppl summore is chinese ppl lai
whole body wear like gud ppl~wear nice nice
bt,wait no ppl tat time stealing girl girl de underwear
yuck~geli nia~Shame Shame Shame
watever,jx say only~not my thing oso~hahax

~thx,my dear~

haha,today is 12/4/2009
ltr my dear tuition,he come my home fetch me go out
hehe..we go PCF gai gai a while^^

when we go until thr
wow~gt many ppl come pcf nerhxx
long time didn see many ppl at pcf jorr
all come c 女头家-Iron Lady de actor
hahax...jeffery so handsome nerhx
love he so much~so so so eng dao,hahax
first time c he real de ppl nia~so happy

..skip..

ltr tat,me n my dear go buy thing jorr
me wan go buy wallet n shoes~hehex
bt,walk whole pcf~oso no hv me wan de shoes n wallet
haixx~gai nia~wan de nerhx is very expensive
then cant buy,cz no hv more de money

before we wan go bac,finally~~
me at my dear frenz work de place buy wallet
hehex,he frenz so funny nia~
talk until me oso at thr laugh cant stop
he summore introduction his gf gv we noe
ltr tat buy finished
we oso bac home jorr

thx my dear~hehex
he buy wallet gv me again
tis time de expensive then last time de nerhx
hahax~bt,me more like last time de wallet
haixx~so miss that wallet~wuwuwuwu
bt,tat wallet ald lose jorr~cant find bac liao

in front

hehex...

like last time de better

dear,me will take care tis wallet so much
wont like last time gv it lose jorr^^

muaxkk...thx for my dear

~unhappy today~

today at skul my two frenz quarrel jorr
cz about sumthing~so they quareel
me oso donno hw go cal they dun angry
both of they oso gt wrong~so cant blame them oso
they quarrel oso do until me no mud ki nia
at class dunwan talk then summore chg place
haixx,both of we oso is gud frenz
y mz about small small thing quarrel nerhx
haixx~jx hope tomoro they will gud bac jorr

skip

today donno why no mud
maybe is my frenz quarrel so do until me no mud
jx noe me whole day headche~haixx
me feel me n he de distance more far jorr
donno is long time no go out jorr or wat
me really very scare ltr tis month we will still together bor
me dunwan we like tat ez then break jorr

me noe he tis 25 gt exam...
so he mz gambateh study then no free acompany me
so me no blame he oso~cz nt he wrong
bt,me ald very long time no go out wit he jorr
me really is very miss he

me so hope can go out wit he,me no hope wan whole day
jx gv me 30 min wit he together me oso vry happy jorr

me tis few day oso at thr think
me n he will together until hw long?forever?
me really so hope can noe tis ans

me very very love he
tis is me first time like tat love one ppl
first time me can about he chg myself
first time me put whole heart go love tis ppl
he very important in my life
if one day he lose in my life
then me oso donno me will becum hw jorr

~我❤你~

对于你的感觉
我真的是不知道该怎么办
我发觉我们的距离越来越远了
到底我们之间发生了什么问题？
还是我想太多了？
总觉得我们之间多了一堵墙

我好怀念你的一切，
怀念你亲吻我额头的时候
怀念你对我的贴心与关怀
怀念你拥抱我的温度
怀念你牵我的手时候的安全感
怀念你保护我的感觉
更加怀念你对我说“我❤你”

不知何时，
我对你的感觉越来越深了
这对我来说到底是一件好事还是坏事？
对你的感情越深，我越是幸苦
我们真的能到永远吗？？
我们到底会在一起到多久？？
我真的好想好想知道这个问题

有人告诉我，
“爱情不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”
爱情对于我来说是真的没有天长地久
但我还是想拥有一段永远以及美丽的爱情
我爱上了你我并不后悔
无论任何人对我说你有多不好
你在我心里永远都是最好的老公

无论发生了什么事情
我还是会努力的维持我们之间的感情
哪怕我们的只剩下最后的一个小时
我也会用尽全力来珍惜我们能在一起的时间
因为你是我这一生中最重要的人

我会在世界的某一个角落等你
直到永远...我❤你 !!

~pic of 4/4/2009~

~♥ i miss he now ♥~
~♥ long time no c he already ♥~
~♥ miss he so much ♥~

~4/4/2009~

today me early wake up jorr
cz today wan go my grandma home "sembahyang"
ltr tat,me help my mum they preparation food n thing
about 11a.m+ we oso finished "sembahyang" jorr

nice morning^^

sun

love it so much

when go grandma home

lolx..funny cousin

hahax...

about 6p.m like tat,we oso bac home jorr
today so tired~go out whole day~haixx

~sport day~

today my skul gt KEJOHANAN MERENTAS DESA TAHUN 2009

me same like normal time go skul
then jx take my hp, earphone n my water go only
ltr when wan 8a.m we oso start run jorr
me n my frenz jx use walk only,then at thr hear song~hoho

me oso at thr take many many de pic lurhx
today de sky very very very nice nia^^
bt,my didi run run until half then twist-to-pin
haixx..kelian he nia~always oso hurt tiok leg
luckily he today no go ply badminton,abor sure scold he
hahax..always dunno take care heself de

sky

before start~

hoho~run run run

the sun

ming,rou,qii,doreen

ltr run bac,me oso acompany my dear eat eat at canteen
haha,then sit at canteen chat wit he n my frenz
about 12.15p.m like tat,me oso walk bac home jorr

home no ppl,my parent n sis all go ching beng~haixx
leave me one ppl alone at home,no ppl acompany
however,today very happy~bt oso feel so tired

-END-

~april fools day~

today is april fools lurr~hahax
oso is start new de one month jorr~
all ppl oso at thr ply ppl~hohohoho
ltr say shirt button open jorr, ltr say hair gt thing
hahax...wat thing oso say out cum ply ppl~gai nia
my frenz oso same,cum ply me
haha...bt,luckily no gv he ply tiok
summore is me ply bac he ko~wahaha

SKIP~

yesterday me n my dear quarrel again
is bout me always wit boy boy ply together
then we at skul like stranger~haixx
me noe me ply wit boy he will jealous
bt,me oso ald try less ply wit boy jorr
me jx charm most gud wit me de frenz only
they all oso is me most most gud de frenz lai~

haixx~early is think wan do thing gv he eat
then gv he suprise de~gv he happy
bt,hw noe will quarrel~do until both of us oso no happy
me dunwan everymonth oso is sure gt 1 or 2 time quarrel
me ald cry until no hv tear jorr~me dunwan quarrel liao
me really is tired to quarrel liao,my heart wan broken jorr
haixx~jx hope nex month wont quarrel again liao

tats all about today...bye~!!